WALKING IN FAITH EVERYDAY

 God, Why Are You Silent When I’m Afraid? Me: God… why are You silent when I’m afraid? When the night feels heavy and my heart won’t stop racing… I reach for You, but I can’t feel You. The fear gets louder  and You get quieter. Why do You hide when I need Your voice the most? God: My child… I don’t hide. Fear is loud, and My voice is gentle. You listen for thunder, but I speak like a whisper in your chest. Even when you can’t feel Me, I’m holding you through the very fear you’re trying to escape. Me: But, Lord, I’m tired of being strong. I keep saying I trust You, but inside I tremble. I know You can calm the storm  so why don’t You? God: Because sometimes I calm you instead of the storm. If I removed every fear, you would never learn how brave you already are with Me. Courage isn’t the absence of fear - it’s walking through it while holding My hand. Me: Then why does it still hurt? Why do I keep falling apart when I’m supposed to have faith? God: Because faith isn’t alwa...

  “God, Why Are You Silent When I Need You?”  Conversation : Me: God… are You there? I know You are, but I can’t feel You. I pray, I search, I cry… and nothing. Your silence hurts more than anything. Why are You silent when I need You the most? God:   My child… I have never left you. My silence is not absence  it’s the space where I teach your heart to hear Me more deeply than ever before. You often look for Me in the noise of the world  in signs, quick answers, and visible miracles. But I speak in silence. When you think I’m gone, I’m whispering things the world cannot say. Me: But Lord, it feels like my prayers vanish into nothing. I asked for healing, for direction, for You… and nothing happened. Did You forget about me? God: I know how much waiting hurts. But know this: nothing you give Me is ever lost. Every tear, every word, every sigh  I hold them all. What you see as silence, I use as a time of preparation. If I gave you everything you asked for imm...

  God, How Do I Forgive? 💔 A Conversation Between the Soul and God Me : God… how do I forgive? They say I have to , that there is no peace without forgiveness. But how do I let go of something carved so deeply inside me? The wounds still hurt, even after all these years. Does forgiveness mean that what they did doesn’t matter anymore? How do I forgive when it still hurts? God : My child, forgiveness doesn’t mean forgetting , it means allowing Me to heal what you cannot. Forgiveness doesn’t erase the truth about what happened; it removes the power that pain has over your heart. When you choose to forgive, you’re not saying what happened was okay. You’re saying, “Enough ,  this will not wound me anymore.” You’re not excusing their actions , you’re freeing your own soul. Me : But Lord… what if I can’t? What if every time I remember, the wound opens again? What if I forgive, but they never apologize, never change, never regret it? God : Forgiveness isn’t between you and them , it...

  I’m Angry – What Should I Do? Anger is a universal emotion. It’s a natural response of the body and mind when we feel hurt, disrespected, or out of control. The issue isn’t feeling angry – it’s how we handle it. 🔥 What Happens When You’re Angry When anger hits, your body goes into “fight or flight” mode , your heartbeat rises, breathing quickens, and muscles tense up.  While this reaction once helped humans survive danger, in modern life it often causes impulsive reactions: shouting, saying hurtful things, or shutting down emotionally.   1.How to Recognize and Manage Anger Acknowledge your anger without judgment. Say to yourself: “I’m feeling angry, and that’s okay.” Emotions aren’t enemies – they’re messages. 2. Pause and breathe. Take a step back. Physical distance helps calm the body and clears the mind for better decisions. 3. Ask: “What is this anger trying to tell me?” Anger often hides deeper feelings – sadness, fear, or the need for respect and fairness. 4. Ex...

The Marriage Bond – A Covenant of Love, Faithfulness, and Growth 💕💕💕 Marriage is far more than a legal agreement or a social institution; it is a sacred covenant between two people who choose to share their lives, love, and purpose. In a world where relationships are often fleeting and feelings temporary, marriage remains one of the most powerful testimonies of humanity’s capacity for lasting love, commitment, and sacrifice. The Foundation of Marriage: Love That Gives, Not Takes True love in marriage isn’t measured by how much we receive, but by how much we’re willing to give. It’s a love that builds up, forgives, and seeks the good even in difficult times. In a healthy marriage, love isn’t just a feeling it’s a choice. A choice to keep choosing your spouse, day after day, through every season of life. As the Bible beautifully says: “Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” (1 Corinthians 13:7) That’s the essence of marital love, a love grou...

  TRANSIENCE - the Silent Teacher of Life Everything in this world passes. Days melt into nights, laughter into silence, a flower into a seed. And as we rush between duties and expectations, we often forget that transience is the most honest truth of life . Nothing lasts forever and that’s exactly why everything has meaning. 🍂 Time That Waits for No One They say time is like a river  you can never step into the same water twice. Every moment that passes is gone forever. It sounds a little sad, doesn’t it? But within that sadness lies beauty   time teaches us to value the present moment . If we could stop what we love from changing, we’d lose the essence of growth and transformation. So when you find yourself longing for the days that have passed remember: without them, you wouldn’t be who you are today. 🌸 Beauty in Disappearance A flower that never withers would not be a miracle of nature  it would be plastic. Beauty is born from transience. W...

 🌧️ Depression, Dissatisfaction, and God -  When the Soul Seeks Light In today’s world, where everything must be fast, successful, and beautiful, more and more people silently carry the weight of depression and deep dissatisfaction. What may look like a “normal life” on the outside can often be an inner struggle for meaning. And many people begin to ask: Where is God in all of this? Why does He allow us to sink, to lose strength, will, and joy? When Dissatisfaction Turns Into Emptiness Dissatisfaction often begins quietly, a small disappointment, an unmet expectation, a sense that “nothing makes sense anymore.” If left unhealed, it slowly grows into an inner emptiness. A person no longer finds joy in what once inspired them; peace fades away, and they withdraw into themselves. That is the moment when the soul whispers: “Something isn’t right. I’m missing something deeper.” And that’s when the real battle begins, between human weakness and the Divine call. God and Depression,...